wellllllll hmmmmmmmmmmmm not alot to write but i do have something to rant about wanna hear it well you will anyway so here goes why is it all the good ones are taken and why is it no matter what you do it will still not be good enough for someone and why is it that some of us are so painfully shy like me i cringe at the mere thought of talking to most people i dont know its just that there is always that chance that that person will look at you like you just landed on earth from a spaceship thats beaming right in their face and you never know who that person will be and i know theres alot of people who are really nice and i have been talking to new people i mean i talk to about i even got a myspace to meet more people from school but i still just talk to the same people i talk to everyday what can i do does anyone have any advice

these are just a few opinion and personal not pushy questions i thought of if you guys don't mind feel free to answer them you can number them and put them in the comment section or what not its up to you no pressure just thought i'd try to get to know everyone a lil bit better well got to go  

 1.How did we get here on earth was it god or evolution?

2.Is it really better to have loves and lost than not to have loved at all?

3.What is the sexiest thing a person can wear?

4.Should marijuana be legal?

5.Is it right to abuse prisoners simply because they are prisoners?

6.Should adopted children be able to contact their birth parents if they want to?

7.Do dreams have a purpose such as relaying messages from you subconscious?

8.Who is the most heroic person who ever lived?

9.Do people who commit suicide have to live life over and over until they do it "right?"

10.If you drop a penny off of the empire state building and it hits someone in the head will it really kill them?

11.Who is the best author?

12.What is the best movie ever made?

13.What is the best food ever tasted?

14.If yo14.u could change one thing about yourself what would it be?

15.How many hours has it been since you last brushed your teeth?

16.What is your major pet peeve?

17.What is the most embarassing thing that has ever happened to you?

     theres not really too very much to write school was kind of odd today and surprisingly berable didn't talk to anyone new but still the day wasn't wasted algebra as always was difficult but not exremely so and im not exactly sure why i'm in such a good mood

     i was waiting for a call saturday from my father who is by the way incarcerated because i was supposed to interview him for a school paper well that didn't work out he never called which made me angry because i wasted a whole day waiting i swear the only thing he's consistant with is being inconsistant but i love him sometimes more than life itself i love my mom too but my father and i have a bond

     the tukey day break was good i needed the rest still din;t do anything i needed to get done because im a procrastinator which to some may be a bad trait but eventually i gte everything done and if i do say so i get it done pretty well

I'M SEVENTEEN! yay had to get that out i'm extremely excited i don't know if im having a surprise party or not but i really hope so i haven't had a party in forever well theres really not a whole lot to say about this subject since im completely oblivious to whats going on oh bye the way to all of those who read my blogs the boy that i din't have the nerve to talk to talked to me yesterday so that was cool i've been doing pretty okay with talking to knew people everyday and thats about all of the news i have it sucks but i have alot of home wrork to do this weekend yea my birthday weekend is plagued with home work what the heck is that about well i've got to get out of here

well today was quite interesting were are on a crazy schedule at school first we have third hour then second first and then forth now im gonna get used to it and it'll suck when i have to go back well today in lunch i was walking through the commons and some random guy grabs my arm and starts askin me whats your name what grade you in all this this and that at least it wasnt like i was invisible i aint gonna lie i like attention alot i stayed at my grandmas last night and didn't get much sleep i really need to start to get with my new classes its the fourth day tomorrow and i already wrote my pages down wrong and have no idea what i should be doing so now i got to get up early and go to school for no reason oh well i just want to pass so i can get outta school so if thats what it takes then so be it well havent really made to many new friends this year at least not as many as everyone expected me too and its hard cause it seems like they think so highly of me that they get me to believe in myself and thats what sets me up for failure its not that i dont want friends its just that i prefer when people talk to me first i really dont know what happened to me i used to be so outgoing and had a million friends and at this school i have only two or three well enough whining already im not a complainer im really not im just kinda stressed out lately well i got to go get some work done

nothing ever changes it seems and its exhausting doing the same thing every day i don't know i always want something different something exciting and i sit and wait for it but it never comes i have done much lately just hung out with family have to go back to school tomorrow big bummer same thing everyday well theres not a whole lot interesting to talk about because im trying not to live in the past i had alot more fun when i was doing what i wasn't supposed to and now theres no rush with the thought of getting caught or anything like that and although its alot healthier and probably a good thing it also bores me to death well enough abou that ive run out of things to say so adios

i really don't know what to say because nothing exciting ever goes on in wisconsin at least not where i live im staying with family right now and im glad schools out for the weekend finals really sucked if you really want to know about me i have other sights like baby-pickle.piczo.com i'll get back with the others to tell you a lil about me i like to dance listen to music and talk on the phone i am going to a new school this year and don't have many friends so far so i dont do alot of just chillin but i used to i have alot of friends that i left behind in illinois i am single but not looking cause if you dont look your more likely to find if that makes any sense i like to go for long walks and my family is very important to me i have both a brother and a sister and thats really about it for now maybe later i'll have more to say